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[Announcement] The police have announced that nn is completely dead... HOT~
[Clarification Post] Frame-by-frame analysis of nn's previous video shows that the audio was synthesized using technology; nn did not say those words. HOT~
[nn] Has anyone seen the latest thank-you certificate issued by the charity platform? The name is nn's real name... HOT~
[What happened?] I suddenly received a refund message from nn. Are there any brothers like me? Is he scared? HOT~
[Report!!] nn posted on Weibo. What does he mean? HOT~
[Collapse] I am a sinner HOT~
OP: I never thought the ending would be like this. I never thought nn would be like this. I was just... I was just too carried away at the time. I'm really devastated. I can't imagine if nn saw those words that also caused him to collapse, which is why he chose such an extreme path. Now I'm even wondering if he saw what I said. Was it because of what I said that became the last straw that broke the camel's back, making him unable to bear it, which is why he did this? I really can't understand it. I want to cry, brothers, but I have no right to cry. What face do I have to cry? I'm a sinner. I killed nn with my own hands.
1st floor: When nn first refunded everyone, people on the forum were saying he was scheming, that he was scared and wanted to quell everyone's anger. But who would have thought that within hours, the bad news and clarification posts would come? I don't even dare to think about it. I'm really afraid to imagine that scene.
The thought of nn doing nothing, saying nothing, yet one day finding that everyone doesn't believe him, everyone resents him. He had just experienced feeling that no one loved him, and he was more devastated than anyone else. What was he thinking when he did all this?
3rd floor: He wanted to tell everyone that he didn't not love his fans, that he loved them very much, and that it wasn't for the money. He refunded everyone's money and donated the rest. He wanted to prove himself. nn is such a fool. What's the use of proving his innocence? Those who should hate him will still hate him, and those who should love him will still love him. You can't reason with people. Ah… I forgot, nn already felt that no one loved him anymore.
So painful… I can't accept it.
6l: What I find most unacceptable is his blog post, saying he was happy when he met us. What's there to be happy about? It was meeting us that ultimately led to his departure from this world.
He wished us happiness in the future, but did he ever think about himself? He has no future.
Where is his happiness? Where is his joy?
26l: Thinking about nn's background, he endured a lonely and helpless life until adulthood, finally finding a job that could earn him a living, and then he left before he could even enjoy it.
What can be done? He foolishly thought he was happy during that time because he hadn't experienced any good life... He hadn't even experienced any good life, so why? Why?
53l: If only nn were truly a heinous person, but the worst things he did were his cross-dressing fetish and going to bars in secret. He was even so soft-hearted that before leaving this world, he told everyone that he didn't blame us for not believing him, and that he was glad to have met us. Was
he happy on the day before he left? I'd rather he cursed us, hated us, than tell me he was happy, begging me, nn, not to treat us like this.
156l: What's the use of saying all this? He's gone now. How desperate must he have been?
239l: Did you see the posts from the clients who had private contact with nn? They said that before nn left, besides requesting refunds, he greeted each of them individually, obediently said goodbye, and even sent emojis.
Did nn have thoughts of calling for help before leaving, but no one noticed...? The initial posts were all cursing him. How could they do that? How heartbroken he must have been when he saw them? When he sank to the bottom of the sea, did he regret giving up his life for a group of worthless netizens?
589l: Maybe he didn't regret it. I've read the reports of nn's death many times. The person who carried nn ashore said that it was only a few minutes from when he jumped into the sea to save nn to when he got ashore. A normal person would at most choke on water in that time, but nn just died like that.
How miraculous! It's as if Heaven saw Nian Nian was suffering too much and took him away, unable to keep him.
921l: I should have said something, but any words seem pale and powerless. OP, you are not a sinner, but every one of us is a sinner.
But what's the point? We gather here to repent, but can nn see it? He can't see it, he doesn't even know that everyone loved him, he felt unloved until his death.
1537l: Yes, the real meaning of us coming here to say these things, upon closer inspection, is all selfish, nothing more than to alleviate our own guilt. It's like stabbing nn, seeing him really bleeding, and then starting to hypocritically apologize, thinking that an apology is enough. But some things can't be undoed by an apology, like nn's life, vanished into nothingness.
1878l: What are we?
2309l: nn hasn't experienced good days, that's why he treats us like treasures, he values us too much, as if everything we express is the real reason he came into this world.
He was a truly good kid. Someone upstairs even said going to bars was a bad habit of his. I covered my face and smiled bitterly. Nobody taught him what was good, so how could he think it was bad? What man hasn't smoked or drunk alcohol? How can that be a reason to criticize him? As for the women's clothing, that's something I don't understand either, but whether I understand it or not, no one will tell me the reason. He left with all the explanations. He
didn't explain why he lied to us, nor did he explain that he actually loved us. He even pretended to tell us he was tired of us. But in the end, he still gave up everything because of our denial.
He's the dumbest idiot in the world.
2902l: Since hearing the news, my mind has been completely blank; I can't even drink water. I think the saddest thing is that everyone knows to mourn nn now, but what about a month later? A year later, two years later, many, many years later? Who will still remember nn?
Just thinking about people laughing at nn for dying like that makes me want to kill everyone.
3523l: The one who should die isn't Nian Nian; someone else should die.
3867l: I will, I will always remember nn, I will remember him until I enter my grave.
5106l: I will remember too. nn was so wonderful, who could forget him? ...I've brought flowers to the beach now, everyone came to see him, a vast sea of flowers. I don't know if nn will like these, but it's so good that it happened sooner, that everyone understood sooner that they should cherish him. I left the flowers here.
nn, can you see this? Everyone actually loves you very much, I'm sorry, nn.
5576l: Did anyone see that message? Did you find out who was smearing nn? It was actually nn's fan! They did this just because they were angry that nn deceived them, and they wanted to destroy nn so that nn would belong only to them.
What disgusting love! So what if I cry like a dog? How noble is our love for nn? Even if we didn't curse nn, we stood by and watched coldly. How good are we?
5928l: That hater couldn't accept NNZS, went crazy, jumped into the river...
6325l: GH is gone too, just now, in the sea where NN died. I used to criticize GH, but now I realize he was the one who truly didn't let NN down.
And now I'm actually a little grateful to GH. In nn's terrible life, he took her on a trip and made her happy. I'm truly grateful to him. GH followed nn in a suicide pact; he truly loved her, unlike us who just talked the talk. We're so pathetic.
6566l: You don't know, it's been all over our circle. The top fan, right after the nnnzs news broke, he also left.
Now, seeing GH's news, I finally understand why nn contacted them before. Whether it was true love or not, nn could probably sense it, right? It's good that nn felt love before she left, at least she didn't leave this world without experiencing any love.
I also truly admire the top fan and GH. Sigh, may she rest in peace.
6879l: nn was truly like fireworks, dazzling and fleeting, leaving us only able to look up and watch helplessly as she disappeared before our eyes.
He showed us his best self. To be honest, I thought about atoning for him, but when the blood flowed, I suddenly remembered nn's post, and I suddenly understood what he meant.
He didn't resent us; he genuinely wished us well. He wanted us to be okay, so I will be okay. I will live my life with remorse, and I will think of him day and night. This is my sin.
No matter what others say, I truly love him.
7156l: I can't do what you guys do. I really can't let it go. I keep thinking, if only it hadn't happened, if only we had been calmer after the video came out, if only we had tried our best to keep nn when he left the internet, if only we had believed in nn from the beginning.
But there are no "ifs." I can't save anything. I've never even seen nn in person. I didn't even know he was struggling in the same city as me. If I had known, I would have told him I love him.
7758l: Stop talking. Nobody's going to get away with this. NN has shattered all our hopes. He left himself no way out, and he left us no hope either.
He was kind, repaying evil with good, but he was also cruel—cruel to himself, cruel to us. He left us nothing.
I miss him, I miss him so much.
I really regret it. I want to say sorry to him in person. NN, please come back.
8677l: Sinners, we're all sinners.
We can never escape it, nobody can escape it. This is our fate, the only hope NN left us. Only in this way can I feel that NN is still by my side.
He's watching me.
NN must be afraid of loneliness. It's okay, it's okay, I'll always be with him.
9738l: But what's the use of saying more? NN still won't come back.
9999l: So this is our punishment.
It can never be erased.
...
Xue Rongfeng picked up Jiang Nian's clothes. He had avenged himself and cleared Nian's name. Those few hours seemed to have exhausted all his strength. He missed Jiang Nian too much; he couldn't hold on any longer. He hugged Nian's clothes as if embracing Nian herself.
During his death, Xue Rongfeng seemed to feel a pair of lotus-root-like hands gently caressing his cheeks. In his hazy state, he heard Nian calling his name.
"Rongfeng, come quickly."
Coming, Nian.
I'm coming right now, wait for me.
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